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here i come again

Yo! i so realise this blog is so dead.No proper updates and all, i know.Well, here's something about life.

time of the year

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

Thanks to those who bother to come up with something as big as wishes or anything more than that :D

last few days of ramadan

Raya preparation over at my house is no good!

I hate myself for waking up at 2pm today.I think its too early!
And being the only human at home that atleast have a slight mood for raya, i have to deal with mom not wanting to pay for my kuih raya ingredients!!! She says we have got loads of supplies from aunt and uncle.
That is so true! if you take a peek to my kitchen, on one corner it's like raja kuih already.

But still, can't i just make one simple kuih to complete my raya mood?!

Right, i think i've lost some kilos of fats from the hibernating at home this holidays.I just came back from dragging up and down hill, 2 dozens of F&N 1.5litres.Almost died halfway.Luckily i made it to my doorstep..

Not bad ehh..last minute survival tips to fit in perfectly into traditional clothes on hari raya.heh heh!

buy la buy la...(SOLD!)

I don't know if anyone still reads my blog but i will just give this a try huh..
Well, well, i've worn this piece of maxi for a few times but not anymore so its time to...GIVE AWAY!

Selling at,
SGD15 cheap-cheap only laa..

So, if you're keen to get hold of this, simply tag me and leave behind your email address and i will get to you as soon as possible okay? hahaha i know the picture quality sucks but i would be able to provide you with a better picture and clear details upon request, if you are really interested.

Btw, im 155cm tall, or short if you'd prefer it that way..And this maxi dress flows perfectly right till my ankle and doesn't sweep the ground when i wear it.

/edit. unfortunately, dress is sold! look out for upcoming offers alright :)

path to heaven

While on my way home in the mrt just now, this particular guy caught my eye.Judging from his full arm tattoo and dyed hair, he should be somekind of a gangster or something like that.There's something about him which i don't know what, makes me think that he is so sweet and charming.Really! So, i observed him further.He was playing psp and then this auntie lost balance and accidentally step on his foot.The auntie said sorry and this gangster guy gave a really warm smile saying that its okay.

And then the next thing i know, he took out this book about praying steps and read it with full concentration.That made me smile.I love to see people turning over and getting back to god and their beliefs.I don't know if it's just me but i think that is really an admiring sight.

Based on my own sets of experiences, i believe that the people whom the community says are bad, are actually the one with the most sincere hearts and even nicer personality than those of normal.But just don't go messing around with them la..That one betol mintak kene pam 1 000 000 kali.hah!

On a lighter note, life have been serving me just fine.It is when i come to a hiatus mode of social life, that i know who my real friends are now.I am now more appreciative of what life have to offer.I think im out of my pinnacle age, no?

Oh well, exams in two week and then im left with just one last pathetic semester.Woooo! i can't wait to graduate and get out from this boring course! urgh.

And selamat berbuka kepada yang berpuasa :)

more money, money, money!

Mom wash my pants today along with my ciggarettes that i've just got, Thank you.
Now that i don't smoke alot, i can save that particular pack for up to three days.
It's even more annoying when i am that close to being broke to have to waste another 10 on ciggarettes, hell no!
Guess i just have to settle with gulung then :(

I have so many things on my wishlist yet so little money.
Damn it!
I've been saving, saving, saving so much just pay for this particular thing.
It's so irritating that because of it, i have to really spend my money wisely.
But it's all satisfying.
weeheee!
You'll know what it is soon.heh heh

I just wish i could break the news sooner...BUT NO! hahaha.
Suspense is good!

On the other hand, getting away from social life is not as boring as what i thought.
I get to do alot of worthy stuff at home.
Not the spending hours on the internet part, but the cleaning up of my ever messy room,
more time to treat my asswipe pimples, basically more time to manage myself.
And most important, more time to think about the future.

I want to have a career like dad.
It's not easy..
But,
we'll see :)

some people thinks im crazy

I got sick listening to my repeated songs daily so last night while on my way home, i tune in to 98.7fm and listened to the muttons.
And muttons were such an ass because they made me couldn't control my laugh while i was in the train.It made me look like im one crazy idiot staring into space and then burst into laugh a few times...my god!
But, i didn't have to listen to the radio anymore since Ainul was so kind to lend her USB wire for me to transfer songs from my laptop.
She's such a sweetie :)

I left school at 12pm today when class supposingly ends at 5.30pm because i was getting too sleepy and i just can't get my brains to work right.
But i had enough sleep last night..

My classmates told me that my metabolism has gone haywire that is why i am like that.
I think it doesn't make any sense.
Sometimes, their facts can be right.
But most of the time, they are just talking crap so it's hard to believe them you see.

Anyways, i did some flea market thing in school during national day celebration and it turn out to be a huge success.My group did something unique and we profitted alot from our sales.
That should be a good start :)

And i am currently planning to bring the stuff out to the public.
So much effort put in, it's really tiring.
That's what that got me busy nowadays.

I hope it's all worth it :)

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I'm idah and although i've wasted alot of my teenager years not knowing what im good at, i do believe im capable of something.
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